rOme by rome

rOme by rome♥

my thoughts, my fragile eternity...

will i ever find my place in this world? xoxo

♥ Romemacedonia Janggau Cyril
♥ narcissism+sarcasm in nature
♥ fashion is my passion
♥ evokes vanity+immaturity
♥ love cherries
♥ love vintage & haute-couture
♥ craves 4 his own DSLR!
♥ broken-hearted & tryin' 2 move on
♥ complicated & a difficult friend
♥ my past, my regrets, my remorse
♥ tryin' 2 make it in medic, longin' 2 b a designer
♥ not a believer of fairy tales & happy endings..
♥ gave up on love
♥ loves his friends but sucks at showin' it
♥ yet, my friends r my life..
- yours truly, rome

talk ur hearts out♥

of the 'fish mouth'

Friday, October 30, 2009 10/30/2009 12:21:00 AM

hey fellas,

sorry for the long break from blog...

havin my postphoned exams...

went well laa....

not worth elaboratin much...

haha!!!!

well,

today,

30th October 2009,

is Elaine's birthday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE OH YIN LIN!!!

[FISH-MOUTH]

:pp

anyways,

went out with my bestie B 2day...

we bought elaine her presents & a b'day cake...

all customized under:

B & R

xoxo

haha!!

then,

headed 2 my crib...

we took some tady bits of our artistic site & 'did' more on the presents...

haha!!!

[turned out very nice le...]

:PP

called the b'day girl down...

met her at the girl's place...

we gave her pressie & cake...

she juz woke up from her deep slumber!!

pity girl...

lolxx

then,

B, me, tiff, miku, ki & ang celebrated her bday at cafe...

took some pics...

[will b updated soon]

all in all,

it was a simple one...

but we enjoyed it...

we loved her!!!

next week,

The Clique will throw her a party...

[can't wait..]

till then,

u know u love me

xoxo

// ♥♥♥ with love, rOme by rome ♥♥♥

eeegleeeee!!!!!

Sunday, October 18, 2009 10/18/2009 04:52:00 PM

hey peeps!!!
haha...
been so free....
so takin' fully the advantage to blog..

recently,
i've been all 'head-over-heels' wif the latest series...

GLEE!!!!!

u guys should really watch this!!!

mucho fun!!!!

below are the cast of GLEE...

they are all super-fabulous!!!

voices of tomorrow!!!

with this,

HSM is sOOO way back lame....
heehee...
[mucho sorry if i've offended any HSM-maniac!!]

till then,

u know u love me

xoxo

// ♥♥♥ with love, rOme by rome ♥♥♥

movie-lonesome

10/18/2009 04:24:00 PM

hey peeps!!!

remember my once-upon-a-time post???
bout this piece from Jodi Picoult???
it's ok if u hapen not too....
understood mucho.....
i read it & it was so overwhelming...
love,love,love it!!

the holidays....
well, ur poor blogger boy here has been entrapped within 4-walls chamber...
F3A that is...
[my apartment]....
mucho lonely lorr....

to the least,
i've been watching sme movies...

[my sister's keeper]

very nice!!

not as god as the book...

but it's still good.

it reaches out to the vague reality of life...

lol.

7/10

[the time traveller's wife]

love,love,love this!!!!

it's a damn great book, & the movie, to me it lives up to the book...

tear-jerking mucho!!!!

hate the ending though...

i couldn't stop cryin...

in fact, still sobbing now...

8/10

[sorority row]

haha...

i never intended to watch this...

but upon readin 'hilda's' blog...

i'm interested...

so went to watch.

it was not bad....

very dark & twisted...

love cassidy!!!

mucho agree wif hilda on her accent...

6.5/10

till then,

u know u love me

xoxo

// ♥♥♥ with love, rOme by rome ♥♥♥

b-ball...

Saturday, October 17, 2009 10/17/2009 10:47:00 PM

heehee....

hey peeps!!!

today, had so much fun!!!

played basketball with my bestie B!!!

mucho fun!!!!

6-2

[gonna catch up]

haha!!!

been long since i had mucho fun....

tanx B!!!

another night alone...

huhu...

T.T

till then,

u knoe u love me

xoxo

// ♥♥♥ with love, rOme by rome ♥♥♥

all screwed-up!!

Friday, October 16, 2009 10/16/2009 07:35:00 PM

this post wil not b a good one...

sorry fellas...

ur poor blogger boy is emotionally disrupted....

it's my mid-term break!!!

for heaven's sake,

i shud b enjoyin it...

instead....

i'm all alone...

i repeat!!!

ALONE!!!!

in this damn place!!!!

gosh...

u guys...

who know me well enuf...

i'm never good at being on my own...

bad things happen...

all the time....

i'm scared.

[iknowit'ssillytou..]

yea...am 19..but i'm still scared....

i'm sOOO nOOttt OOKkk....

to those who texted me...

called me...

n asked hw am i doin...

i appreciated it...

my love goes to all of u...

[comebackfast!!! idonwantobealone..]

can't sleep...

ate dinner oni...

been in tears like nearly all the time....

this is not a good thing 4 me...

GOD,

give me the strength...

to carry on...

i'm not under any meds...

or caffeine...

or anti-depressants pills anymore...

yet i felt lke i am...

ARGHHHH!!!!!

lungs r deflating....

heart tumbling down....

brain-dead!!!

I HATE THIS!!!

DON'T LIKE IT EVEN A BIT!!!!

i shud hve gone smwer...

i shud hv known i will be all alone...

i shud hve known that i can't be alone...

i shud hv known i'll b scared...

i shud hv known earlier!!!

can't take this anymore...

T.T

[sob...sob..sob..]

empty...

sad...

tear-jerking...

i'm not who i am...

hate u.

// ♥♥♥ with love, rOme by rome ♥♥♥

damnation? blessing?

Friday, October 9, 2009 10/09/2009 06:18:00 PM

gosh....

my 1st CA [ continuous assesment ] is cming nxt week...

it's juz right down that bend over there....

there...

over there....

right next to me....

lots of other silly, well i could very say...

a series of non-therapeutic, & stress-stimulating events......

hve gotten thru me along the way....

all i can say is OMeffinG!!!!

is it a very much a damnation???

rather a blessing from above-the almighty???

either ways....

i'm sure it doesn't really matters....

it's always about me in the end...

[haha!!! self-acclaimed-remark!!]

**forgive the vague vanity**

:PPP

anyways.....

well....

as the ages-dated saying goes...

there's always a silver lining on cloudy days...

well..i kinda 4got the actual line...

[heehee...nahh...self-editing...]

back to the main point....

things r goin up 4 me n my buddies...

haha....

my 2 silver linings who kept me goin..

[tanx B&R!!]

watever ppl wan to say...

watever things we hv said abt us...

watever u hv or wanted 2 say....

watever goes around....

all that matters is what we think...

all i nid 2 know was the truth of it all...

it's enough that i knoe U cared & will always be there 4 me...

datz all a humble,merely friend could ever ask for.

tq 4 dat.

okie dokie pokie tokie....

time 2 hit those piles of medical books!!!

wishing all my MBBS batch 15 & BDS batch 5 all the very best in CA!!!!!

wish me well 2, yea?? :PPPP

till then,

u knoe u effin lov me

xoxo

// ♥♥♥ with love, rOme by rome ♥♥♥

lost hope.

Sunday, October 4, 2009 10/04/2009 02:43:00 PM

days grow longer,

as time goes by,

things....

people....

take their tolls in changes.

may love remains.

may hope remains.

may faith remains.

may friendship remains.

no matter how the weather change,

no matter how tough life can be,

no matter how cruel the reality is,

no matter how painful the truth is,

no matter how people keeps gettin on the way,

no matter wat the barriers are,

the questions are,

Does our friendship remains the same?

Do we stand a chance against all these?

Do I mean anything to u?

Does our friendship matters to u?

Does it gives u the rights to leave?

Am i ur friend,still or have i ever been a friend to u?

Am i ur bestie or a tool to be used all along?

[answer&end the doubts]

p.s: forgive me for my part in these issues of ours...i've lost hope in this friendship..i can't do this anymore.. so i beg u... if there is hope.. enlighten me.

till then,

xoxo

// ♥♥♥ with love, rOme by rome ♥♥♥

Does the pain weigh out the pride??

Did someone break your heart inside??