rOme by rome

rOme by rome♥

my thoughts, my fragile eternity...

will i ever find my place in this world? xoxo

♥ Romemacedonia Janggau Cyril
♥ narcissism+sarcasm in nature
♥ fashion is my passion
♥ evokes vanity+immaturity
♥ love cherries
♥ love vintage & haute-couture
♥ craves 4 his own DSLR!
♥ broken-hearted & tryin' 2 move on
♥ complicated & a difficult friend
♥ my past, my regrets, my remorse
♥ tryin' 2 make it in medic, longin' 2 b a designer
♥ not a believer of fairy tales & happy endings..
♥ gave up on love
♥ loves his friends but sucks at showin' it
♥ yet, my friends r my life..
- yours truly, rome

talk ur hearts out♥

all screwed-up!!

Friday, October 16, 2009 10/16/2009 07:35:00 PM

this post wil not b a good one...

sorry fellas...

ur poor blogger boy is emotionally disrupted....

it's my mid-term break!!!

for heaven's sake,

i shud b enjoyin it...

instead....

i'm all alone...

i repeat!!!

ALONE!!!!

in this damn place!!!!

gosh...

u guys...

who know me well enuf...

i'm never good at being on my own...

bad things happen...

all the time....

i'm scared.

[iknowit'ssillytou..]

yea...am 19..but i'm still scared....

i'm sOOO nOOttt OOKkk....

to those who texted me...

called me...

n asked hw am i doin...

i appreciated it...

my love goes to all of u...

[comebackfast!!! idonwantobealone..]

can't sleep...

ate dinner oni...

been in tears like nearly all the time....

this is not a good thing 4 me...

GOD,

give me the strength...

to carry on...

i'm not under any meds...

or caffeine...

or anti-depressants pills anymore...

yet i felt lke i am...

ARGHHHH!!!!!

lungs r deflating....

heart tumbling down....

brain-dead!!!

I HATE THIS!!!

DON'T LIKE IT EVEN A BIT!!!!

i shud hve gone smwer...

i shud hv known i will be all alone...

i shud hve known that i can't be alone...

i shud hv known i'll b scared...

i shud hv known earlier!!!

can't take this anymore...

T.T

[sob...sob..sob..]

empty...

sad...

tear-jerking...

i'm not who i am...

hate u.

// ♥♥♥ with love, rOme by rome ♥♥♥

Does the pain weigh out the pride??

Did someone break your heart inside??