♥ Romemacedonia Janggau Cyril
♥ narcissism+sarcasm in nature
♥ fashion is my passion
♥ evokes vanity+immaturity
♥ love cherries
♥ love vintage & haute-couture
♥ craves 4 his own DSLR!
♥ broken-hearted & tryin' 2 move on
♥ complicated & a difficult friend
♥ my past, my regrets, my remorse
♥ tryin' 2 make it in medic, longin' 2 b a designer
♥ not a believer of fairy tales & happy endings..
♥ gave up on love
♥ loves his friends but sucks at showin' it
♥ yet, my friends r my life..
- yours truly, rome


remorse


yea...
it always hurt...
and will always do so...
these feelings i have...
i can't explain...

how?
why?
when?
who?
what?

it's heinous 2 even try...
i'm tired of trying....
trying so DAMN hard each day..
not a single day i let it passes me...
without leavin me with this remorse.



here goes it....
it has always been me...

ME.Me.ME.

i'm the one who changed?
i'm the one who needs to change?
i am what i am...
that's the irony..
i kept tellin me, myself that...
yet,
i let myself drown in this cobweb of dramas and viscious lies...
i did some mistakes...
was livin hypocrisy back then...
i admitted.
but much as there were choices...
i wasn't really having the opt to choose...

i miss ME.
i miss U.
i miss US.

i know..u have made it perfectly clear 2 me...

i am NOTHING...

nothing at all...

other than an acquaintance...

u might not feel the same way...

but i do know,beneath all those robotic,blurry soul of yours..

u do care,

u do know how much this means to me.

u just don't let urself to see it..

i don wan to be nothing..

coz i'm better than nothing.

i am SOMETHING.

u will soon forget me..

forget who i ever was..

forget who we were...

forget everything...

but despite all that...

i want u to know that u were among the greatest things that had ever happened to me.

to me and my life.

no regrets at all.

till then.

u know u so love me

xoxo

// ♥♥♥ with love, rOme by rome ♥♥♥
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