rOme by rome

rOme by rome♥

my thoughts, my fragile eternity...

will i ever find my place in this world? xoxo

♥ Romemacedonia Janggau Cyril
♥ narcissism+sarcasm in nature
♥ fashion is my passion
♥ evokes vanity+immaturity
♥ love cherries
♥ love vintage & haute-couture
♥ craves 4 his own DSLR!
♥ broken-hearted & tryin' 2 move on
♥ complicated & a difficult friend
♥ my past, my regrets, my remorse
♥ tryin' 2 make it in medic, longin' 2 b a designer
♥ not a believer of fairy tales & happy endings..
♥ gave up on love
♥ loves his friends but sucks at showin' it
♥ yet, my friends r my life..
- yours truly, rome

talk ur hearts out♥

passing away...

Sunday, March 29, 2009 3/29/2009 12:37:00 AM

each life....

each moments....

that we all had....

in the past....

at the present....

and perhaps in future....

are all nothing more than mere borrowed minutes.

we ignored,

the fact that all of us somehow is and will leave...

in a way or another...

some took it for granted..

some just doesn't show it...

some just so gullible not knowing how to care.

let me tell you this.

each nanoseconds passed by,

there's a lost in all of us...

someone,

something,

with oblivious act...

we don't seem to notice.

each time we walk that line...

that fragile line in our life...

we lost someone.

we lost ourself.

we lost that littlest yet so dearest to us.

and we didn't do anything about it.

it has been a part of us...

the uncouth,

unconscious,

unacquainted.

to simply walk pass that line,

and push those littlest things away...

why?

[u may ask urself]

morones...

because,

you wanted so badly to push the lost away...

away from you.

so you won't have to bear the pain.

you won't have to face the bitterness of it.

SCREW YOU!!

don't do that.

even medically,

when you have 5% survival rate,

in medastatic melanoma [stage 4],

you should still fight,

so as the people around you.

for whatever it's worth for,

you deserve that chance.

noone,and really noone deserves to be deserted alone.

and noone even have the rights to do so,especially those loved most by that one

life passed away...

cut the naivity...

be realistic.

appreciate and cherish every moments you have with those you loved.

tell them,

in every possible ways,

even if you don't know,

or not used to it,

u still have to tell.

that's the least you can do.

it means the whole life for some people.

to love is nothing.

to be loved is something.

to love and to be loved,

that's everything.

that's the origin of friendship's citation actually.

**i've been diagnosed and prognosed**

i'm scared of the odds against me.

i resist further check-up and treatment.

i can't face this all by my own.

the odds are really bad.

i'm scared.

if it's positive,

evrything is shattered.

till then,

shattered-broken-pre-dying

i need you

// ♥♥♥ with love, rOme by rome ♥♥♥

Does the pain weigh out the pride??

Did someone break your heart inside??