talk ur hearts out♥

today,
i felt something...
something i never felt for a very long time.
i felt happy.
i felt alive.

that moment.
that instant.
part of me felt the happiness i long for.
but part of me realized something.
something very pivotal,
very awakening.

part of me was so tormented.
cause, at that very moment,
i knew, that could be as far as 'we' could go..
or ever will be..
i knew that very instant,
that he'll never be the same anymore.

part of me told me that i've lost him.
but did I??

i am really hoping that i'll wake up tomorrow morning..
only having this as my worst thoughts of all...

i don't want this to be true,,
pleasee...
tell me it's not.
tell me it's not true.
tell me it's not real.
tell me we still have hope.

please...

i need you to tell me.
please.
give me the reason to keep living.

till then,