♥ Romemacedonia Janggau Cyril
♥ narcissism+sarcasm in nature
♥ fashion is my passion
♥ evokes vanity+immaturity
♥ love cherries
♥ love vintage & haute-couture
♥ craves 4 his own DSLR!
♥ broken-hearted & tryin' 2 move on
♥ complicated & a difficult friend
♥ my past, my regrets, my remorse
♥ tryin' 2 make it in medic, longin' 2 b a designer
♥ not a believer of fairy tales & happy endings..
♥ gave up on love
♥ loves his friends but sucks at showin' it
♥ yet, my friends r my life..
- yours truly, rome



i can't complain...
i can't talk to anyone...
i can't whine about it...
cause' in the end...
i am wrong.
i am at fault.
i will be blamed.

so here...
i burst out my what i can't possibly keep in this shattered heart anymore...


just a simple,
ordinary,
old,
basketball...

yet it could cause great misundrstandings,
and severe damages in one's life.

i'm sorry sing,
i didn't know it was yours.
ramesh told me before i could keep it,
cause i have always wanted to play basketball.

since i don't have my on friends to play with,
it's easier to have the ball as my only company...
i can simply go and play alone,
and some people will actually want to play with me.
that feelin' is very overwhelming..
knowing you are not rejected.
knowing you are accepted.

i'm sorry again sing.
and now,you'll have it back.

i won't keep it anymore,
since people don't like me doing so.
and i owe you my gratitude for all the times the ball was wit me.
thank you so much.


i don't mind actually.
what i mind is that,
this had taken my only chance of playing..
the game i've loved since ever before.
you people robed that away from me.

for that,
i believed i don't owe any of you an apology.
it's the other way round.

this i will not forget.

i've lost my way in aimst.
i've lost my social life here.
i never really dare to even come out of my own room these days..
fear of not having anyone or anything to hold on to anymore.

the only time i felt alive,
is when i went out and play.
now,
it's gone.


[no judgement here]
[only my inner thoughts to the world]


till then,





// ♥♥♥ with love, rOme by rome ♥♥♥
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