rOme by rome

rOme by rome♥

my thoughts, my fragile eternity...

will i ever find my place in this world? xoxo

♥ Romemacedonia Janggau Cyril
♥ narcissism+sarcasm in nature
♥ fashion is my passion
♥ evokes vanity+immaturity
♥ love cherries
♥ love vintage & haute-couture
♥ craves 4 his own DSLR!
♥ broken-hearted & tryin' 2 move on
♥ complicated & a difficult friend
♥ my past, my regrets, my remorse
♥ tryin' 2 make it in medic, longin' 2 b a designer
♥ not a believer of fairy tales & happy endings..
♥ gave up on love
♥ loves his friends but sucks at showin' it
♥ yet, my friends r my life..
- yours truly, rome

talk ur hearts out♥

*angel of death*

Monday, March 23, 2009 3/23/2009 03:59:00 AM

graciously GOD....
today i've found out something...
something so vital...
so real & true.

inescapable,
unwanted to most people,
a predicament with no ends,
as it is the end.

somehow,or someone told me:

well, that's true enough.
HE is coming for me...
my time is near.

my angel of death,shall you take me??

i know, it seems a tad too much...

but it's a pivotal truth here.

it's sOO typical though...

i've always wanted for death to come to me..

now that i'm an inch closer to it's grip,

the fear is beyond me.

so much things left undone,

so much thoughts left unsaid,

so much of me, left shattered,unpicked.

all i need is more time.

dear GOD,grant me that.

what can i lose more?

when i've lost everything?

'when you have nothing,you have nothing to lose'

this pain,

this sickness you gave me,

it is possible to cure before it's too late.

give me the strength and wisdom to do so.

grandma, i need you now.

dad,take me back home.

mum,meet me one day.

grandpa,do come back.

btu buddies,you're all i have.

lil bro,miss you.

GOD,end me this instant,i can't take it no more.

till then,

broken-shattered-dying

amen

// ♥♥♥ with love, rOme by rome ♥♥♥

Does the pain weigh out the pride??

Did someone break your heart inside??