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rOme xoxo: . Cool comment CLICK HERE !!! voices of my heart: .... and though there are times when i hate you cause i can't erase the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face and even now while i hate you it pains me to say, i know i'll be there at the end of the day, for you, only you.


Cool comment CLICK HERE !!!
of the 'fish mouth'
Friday, October 30, 2009, 10/30/2009 12:21:00 AM

hey fellas,
sorry for the long break from blog...
havin my postphoned exams...
went well laa....
not worth elaboratin much...
haha!!!!


well,
today,
30th October 2009,
is Elaine's birthday...




HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE OH YIN LIN!!!
[FISH-MOUTH]
:pp


anyways,
went out with my bestie B 2day...
we bought elaine her presents & a b'day cake...
all customized under:
B & R
xoxo
haha!!

then,
headed 2 my crib...
we took some tady bits of our artistic site & 'did' more on the presents...
haha!!!
[turned out very nice le...]
:PP

called the b'day girl down...
met her at the girl's place...
we gave her pressie & cake...
she juz woke up from her deep slumber!!
pity girl...
lolxx

then,
B, me, tiff, miku, ki & ang celebrated her bday at cafe...
took some pics...
[will b updated soon]

all in all,
it was a simple one...
but we enjoyed it...
we loved her!!!
next week,
The Clique will throw her a party...
[can't wait..]



till then,

u know u love me

xoxo



eeegleeeee!!!!!
Sunday, October 18, 2009, 10/18/2009 04:52:00 PM
hey peeps!!!
haha...
been so free....
so takin' fully the advantage to blog..

recently,
i've been all 'head-over-heels' wif the latest series...

GLEE!!!!!


u guys should really watch this!!!
mucho fun!!!!




below are the cast of GLEE...
they are all super-fabulous!!!
voices of tomorrow!!!







with this,


HSM is sOOO way back lame....
heehee...
[mucho sorry if i've offended any HSM-maniac!!]



till then,


u know u love me

xoxo









movie-lonesome
, 10/18/2009 04:24:00 PM
hey peeps!!!

remember my once-upon-a-time post???
bout this piece from Jodi Picoult???
it's ok if u hapen not too....
understood mucho.....
i read it & it was so overwhelming...
love,love,love it!!


the holidays....
well, ur poor blogger boy here has been entrapped within 4-walls chamber...
F3A that is...
[my apartment]....
mucho lonely lorr....

to the least,
i've been watching sme movies...


[my sister's keeper]
very nice!!
not as god as the book...
but it's still good.
it reaches out to the vague reality of life...
lol.
7/10

[the time traveller's wife]
love,love,love this!!!!
it's a damn great book, & the movie, to me it lives up to the book...
tear-jerking mucho!!!!
hate the ending though...
i couldn't stop cryin...
in fact, still sobbing now...
8/10



[sorority row]
haha...
i never intended to watch this...
but upon readin 'hilda's' blog...
i'm interested...
so went to watch.
it was not bad....
very dark & twisted...
love cassidy!!!
mucho agree wif hilda on her accent...
6.5/10


till then,


u know u love me


xoxo




b-ball...
Saturday, October 17, 2009, 10/17/2009 10:47:00 PM

heehee....

hey peeps!!!

today, had so much fun!!!

played basketball with my bestie B!!!

mucho fun!!!!

6-2
[gonna catch up]

haha!!!

been long since i had mucho fun....

tanx B!!!




another night alone...
huhu...
T.T



till then,

u knoe u love me

xoxo

all screwed-up!!
Friday, October 16, 2009, 10/16/2009 07:35:00 PM

this post wil not b a good one...
sorry fellas...
ur poor blogger boy is emotionally disrupted....

it's my mid-term break!!!
for heaven's sake,
i shud b enjoyin it...
instead....
i'm all alone...
i repeat!!!
ALONE!!!!
in this damn place!!!!

gosh...
u guys...
who know me well enuf...
i'm never good at being on my own...
bad things happen...
all the time....
i'm scared.
[iknowit'ssillytou..]
yea...am 19..but i'm still scared....
i'm sOOO nOOttt OOKkk....

to those who texted me...
called me...
n asked hw am i doin...
i appreciated it...
my love goes to all of u...
[comebackfast!!! idonwantobealone..]

can't sleep...
ate dinner oni...
been in tears like nearly all the time....
this is not a good thing 4 me...

GOD,
give me the strength...
to carry on...

i'm not under any meds...
or caffeine...
or anti-depressants pills anymore...
yet i felt lke i am...

ARGHHHH!!!!!
lungs r deflating....
heart tumbling down....
brain-dead!!!

I HATE THIS!!!
DON'T LIKE IT EVEN A BIT!!!!


i shud hve gone smwer...
i shud hv known i will be all alone...
i shud hve known that i can't be alone...
i shud hv known i'll b scared...
i shud hv known earlier!!!

can't take this anymore...
T.T
[sob...sob..sob..]



empty...
sad...
tear-jerking...
i'm not who i am...

hate u.




damnation? blessing?
Friday, October 9, 2009, 10/09/2009 06:18:00 PM

gosh....
my 1st CA [ continuous assesment ] is cming nxt week...
it's juz right down that bend over there....
there...
over there....
right next to me....

lots of other silly, well i could very say...
a series of non-therapeutic, & stress-stimulating events......
hve gotten thru me along the way....
all i can say is OMeffinG!!!!

is it a very much a damnation???

or

rather a blessing from above-the almighty???

either ways....
i'm sure it doesn't really matters....
it's always about me in the end...
[haha!!! self-acclaimed-remark!!]
**forgive the vague vanity**

:PPP

anyways.....
well....
as the ages-dated saying goes...
there's always a silver lining on cloudy days...
well..i kinda 4got the actual line...
[heehee...nahh...self-editing...]

back to the main point....
things r goin up 4 me n my buddies...
haha....
my 2 silver linings who kept me goin..
[tanx B&R!!]
watever ppl wan to say...
watever things we hv said abt us...
watever u hv or wanted 2 say....
watever goes around....
all that matters is what we think...
all i nid 2 know was the truth of it all...
it's enough that i knoe U cared & will always be there 4 me...
datz all a humble,merely friend could ever ask for.
tq 4 dat.



okie dokie pokie tokie....
time 2 hit those piles of medical books!!!
wishing all my MBBS batch 15 & BDS batch 5 all the very best in CA!!!!!
wish me well 2, yea?? :PPPP



till then,

u knoe u effin lov me

xoxo

lost hope.
Sunday, October 4, 2009, 10/04/2009 02:43:00 PM


days grow longer,
as time goes by,
things....
people....
take their tolls in changes.


may love remains.
may hope remains.
may faith remains.
may friendship remains.

no matter how the weather change,
no matter how tough life can be,
no matter how cruel the reality is,
no matter how painful the truth is,
no matter how people keeps gettin on the way,
no matter wat the barriers are,

the questions are,

Does our friendship remains the same?

Do we stand a chance against all these?

Do I mean anything to u?
Bold
Does our friendship matters to u?

Does it gives u the rights to leave?

Am i ur friend,still or have i ever been a friend to u?

Am i ur bestie or a tool to be used all along?



[answer&end the doubts]



p.s: forgive me for my part in these issues of ours...i've lost hope in this friendship..i can't do this anymore.. so i beg u... if there is hope.. enlighten me.






till then,

xoxo






..broken-hearted???
Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 9/22/2009 02:45:00 AM
Cool comment CLICK HERE !!!


anywayzz....

i am currently glued to this song...

'broken-hearted girl' by Beyonce



here's the lyrics to ponder on...
[the lyrics really hit me as i felt it has something to do with what i'm facing currently]
T.T


You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day


I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day


I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh


I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl



u know u love me

xoxo

...morning terror...
, 9/22/2009 02:36:00 AM
olaaa...
it's currently 2.36am...

and i'm fully awake...
hahaha!!!!

hols doesn't feel like hols at all now...
it's raya & i'm stucked in campus!!!

ARGHH!!!!

been spending my expandable hours in room....
all by myself....
listening to musics...
counting 'sheeps' crossing my mind...
facebooking....
assignments-multitasking....

haizz....
lame...lame...lame....

will somebody save me????
plsss...........

[frustration to the max!!]



u know u love me

xoxo


aleen's b-day!!!
Sunday, September 13, 2009, 9/13/2009 08:57:00 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARLEEN ATICA BTE DAVID ISMADI!!!!


sorry yea...
i didn't call u last nyte...
was so exhausted...
i went back room & fell into deep slumber...
very sorry my dear...

newayzz...
wishin u all the very fabulous in life...
rmember our deal k???
R&H!!!


muahhxxx!!!



till then,


u know u love me


xoxo


updates!! [xoxo]
, 9/13/2009 06:41:00 PM

haizzz....
been rusty all over the edge now haven't i??
apology won't do me any good...
yet i'm still sorry...
T.T

anywayzzz,
here are some scoops on my bestfriend, Richard's homecoming party..
pictures worth a thousand words...

that's richard..
lmao


2 crazy dudes on the see-saw...
haha!!


tiff, alvis, me & ki...

sherlyn, me, tiff & alvis..
[love ur dress sher!!]

nic,sher,elaine,me,ric,tiff & alvis..
camwhores...haha!!

we were imagining hawai here...
lolxx..

diz..haishoo...
our modelling cover!!
vogue-Blown Away!!
haha!!!

posing over the gigantic elephant sculpture..
should hve been on top of the elephant huh??
lolxx...








well...
below is a very embarassing pic of some1 u might know...
-discretion advised-











haha!!!
tada!!!
spastic modelesque!!!
haha!!!!
[not dat bad though..]
hahaha!!!


love this!!!
nic n me...


the early-comers at You Turn Garden...
[i meant: the earliest!!]
no1 else was there...
haha...


more n more of us....
muahxx...


oh yin lin n me...
xoxo


me, tiff & elaine...


haha!!!
posing over the carlsberg...
angan2 muk jadi carlsberg model la ni...
lolxx!!!

me & my bestie Bong Bong...
[he caught dat prawn btw.. :P]



here's our very own sweetest couple of the day..
ric & nic...
hearts 2 u both!!!

haha!!
here are my 2 bestfriends...
finally the 3 of us are back in action...
[hope all 3 of us will stay as best buddies xmatter wat]
love both of ya!!!
xoxo



ric & me...
i fell over a 'fake' clam here!!
haizz...
s2pid clam!!!
haha!!!


the clique's photo 1...


the clique's photo 2
[all of them are my crazy buddies...my family..]
love ya all!!!!!


waa..
tanx 2 starbucks!!!
i finally got to update my blog...
sorry guys 4 the delay...


till then,

u know u love me


xoxo






sympatico
Monday, August 24, 2009, 8/24/2009 04:09:00 PM

hey ya' all!!







been so light-headed lately...
& so was my blogging....
losin my grip on the bloggy-motor skill....
apologiesssss yerr.....

been a tady bit of a sloth now....
went thru my orientation...
well, for 2 days only...
spent the remaining days in the hospital...
was a suspect for H1N1....
muahahhaa....
spent 5 days hospitalized....
lost my sanity as well.....

since we're in the 'sickness & health' section here,
heehee....
my bestie fell sick.....
poor dopie... :(
after our penang trip moo.....

soooooo,
here's to Bong Bong....


GET WELL SOON YEA!!


i'm sure you will....
you wouldn't get infected mo....
got ur 'spirulina essence' ma...
hehe.....
givin ya a dose of optimism....

sigh....never thought that life could be so dull as it is now....
went out 3 days straight....
non-stop flow of money....
pouring out on each sight of fancy stuffs....
gotta cut off my expenses at the very hour...
chopchopchop!!!!

okie....
gotta go class now...
will write some more 2nyte.....

soon....

u know u love me

xoxo




b'day Sherlyn!!
Thursday, July 9, 2009, 7/09/2009 11:23:00 PM

hi there....
a dedication....
her birthday is actually on the 10th of july...
am writing before midnyte...
so forgive the pre-bday post yea....



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLYN CHING LIN CHEA!!!

you're 19 dy right??
wishing you a blessed and joyous birthday!!!

this is Sherlyn...
my friend whom i met at Aimst...
very nice person and a good friend...
hope you're enjoying your birthday!!

sending you all The Clique's love to you..


till then,

you know you love me

xoxo


bubbly fido...
, 7/09/2009 03:42:00 PM


haiz....
[sigh][sigh][sigh][sigh]
if it was to me....
the sigh will keep on going....
endlessly.....

currently am so sick of boredom...
it's like a disease without cure!!!
i swear if there's a cure,
i would give up anything,
[well,maybe not 'anything'..]
the point here is...
i just would do anything to kill this boredom once and for all.

okie dokie...
let's end the melodramatic part of my story...

yesterday was fun!
very fun actually!!!
went out with aleen, clare, epah & chrystal!!


that's chrystal!! my all-time sweetheart!! muahahaha!!! missed her lots!!
it was great to finally meet her...
been ages since i last saw her...
she ain't changing any bit..
Italichahaha!!!
luv ya!!!!


all of the girls..epah,chrys,aleen & clare..
[i was the only guy apparently]
naa...that doesn't stop me from hvin a hell of a gud time!!
hahaha!!!

this was the part where we punk'd chrys about clare being a Moral high-school teacher...
she totally fell for it!!!
that's the best part of all..
hahahaha!!!
we even told her how clare was fired by the great Ling Tung Kong!!!
hahahaha!!!!

laughing at chrys being so naive...
hahaha!!!
and of course...
me being the master-mind 0f all got pinched by chrys..
it hurts weii...Italic
hahaha!!!!!


later,
as we finished our bubble drinks...
clare thought of 'pee-ing'..
hahahahahaha!!!!!
the rest just went along....
we went to the New World's for toilet...
can you imagine how spoiled and lavish we were????
muahahaha!!!!!

epah...invited me to the girl's room...
i hesitated at first..
but then...
how can i say no huh???
so the boy did go in.
[lips-sealed-okie??]
=P

a girl just gotta do what girl gotta do rite???


Italic
chrys and aleen..aren't they so sweet???

chrys just can't put her watermelon's bubble down huh??
hahaha....

me and aleen dear...i can't miss the chance to camwhore in the ladies' room can't i???

here's clare..trying out the hand lotion in the toilet...
hahaha...
she was all over it...
hahaha...

that's the hand sanitizer and hand lotion..
very much handy indeed!!

then, there's this sensor-cut toilet paper thingy...
we were all so damn crazy about the silly thingy...
we even took a video of clare using it with some kung-fu moves...
hahaha!!!!

the amount of tissue papers we wasted...
hahahaha!!!
guess we were SO NOT environmentally-conscious...
sorry Mother Earth...


another crazy session and some more camwhoring...
clare was trying to open the freakin door...
hahaha!!!
and when she did...
it was 'SO-PROVEN' that she's has a multi-strength super-power!!
hahaha!!!

finally,
i had to go since i had to pick my mum from work...
so we all were in my car...
took this picture so many times...
hahahaha!!!
[i felt so bad that i had to leave so early]
sorry guys...
anyway,
it was a great time...
worth every seconds with all of you!!

love ya all,

chrys, aleen, clare & epah!!!

till then,

you know you love me

xoxo

tues-flash!!
, 7/09/2009 02:57:00 PM
hey there...
here's a lil bit something from last tuesday...
i was at the car-wash service centre to send my car...
for some much-needed polishing and washing and brushing...
mwahahaha!!!
then, called aleen to ask her out...
[no-chance-at-all]
she's busy....
huhu....
so, went on texting clare...
then,planned on goin out at nite..

around 8.30pm...
clare picked me up..
with her sporty-driven machinery...
hahaha...
off to aleen's only to find out she's sick..
so went off to epah's....

the 3 of us had no idea where 2 go...
so off we went to the night-market...
it was a random decision...
hehehe =P

bought some food before we went to riverfront....
we sat by the rocks mounted on the side...

here's epah....


can u see her??
now..with tady bit of flash.. =P

then, we went to epah's hangout corner...
the Fishing Village...

clare with her sarcastic jokes...

epah..smooching my camy..muahaha..

our longan...haha...
[told them the story bout me choking over 2 longans b4..]
haha!!

my drink..honey dew milk..
[very nice!! smoochie much!!]

can't waste any sip...haha..

that's clare's brand new hp N79..was flashing it all over..haha!!

clare bragging over her 5mp cam..huh!! hahaha!!!

there were so many kittens at the place..
can't help but took some pics of them...

begging for some longans
[not-a-chance-in-hell-kitten]
hahaha!!!
evil much..

random pic...


by almost midnite...
we all took off...
they both sent me 1st...
in the car...
we were jamming over cool tracks!!
our fav: track 2!!
rihanna's hatin on the club...


track 2!!



off to bed afterwards....


till then,

you know you love me

xoxo

b'day Max!!!!!
Wednesday, July 8, 2009, 7/08/2009 11:17:00 AM




HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAXIMILIAN WONG JING!!!!!

today's my friend's Max birthday!!!
you're 19 dy lo...[hope i'm right =P]
mwahahaha!!!!!!

met this guy a year ago at AIMST....
trust me....
he's a DAMN great photographer!!!
loved all his pictures!!!!
he's a great, wonderful friend....
may you be blessed in this life,
and may all is well along your way thrudging through this life....

enjoy your b'day today!!!
am sending all The Clique's love to you on this day!!!


till then,

you know you love me

xoxo